The Lonely Road

The name's Marty

age: 20
sign: Libra
hobbies: writing, reading, games

Quotes of my life:

1. I spent half my life betraying a friend or an ideal I believed in,
The other half is spent trying to find the strength to say "I'm sorry" -Nighthawk

2. Nothing should be able to do that, especially not love -Rose Walker

3. By the power of truth, I, while living, have conquered the universe -V

4. When you're on you're knees you're closer to the ground -Tori Amos

5. Why must the grieving be so short and this life so long? -Silver Surfer

6. You should never forget that people do care -Richmond

7. Love was never meant to be such a crazy affair, and who has time for tears? -Akira Yamaoka

8. Friend, at your service! -Berk

9. Happy is me cuz only u make urself miserable -Myles

10. Safe to say, everyone believes in your willpower -Glenn

11. On the road to redemption, just because we are told not to forget
doesn't mean we have to go through things alone -original

12. One true friend is better than a dozen liars -confessional

13. Just live life -James

14. I'd rather be the moon to shine your darkest night -Sophia

15. Life is a circumstance -original

16. Better to live in solitude than feel alone amongst a crowd -Faye

17. That's why ice cream stores don't only sell Chocolate and Vanilla,
Once in a while, someone comes in and orders Butter Pecan -Ralph Digby

18. And so, I'll follow you through the darkness of this world, no matter the pain,
Because I know that you'll be there to light my way -God Knows

19. Sometimes, people build walls around them to have people knock them down -???

20. Now, you listen to me, James Hawkins. You got the makings of greatness in you, but you got to take the helm and chart your own course. Stick to it, no matter the squalls! And when the time comes you get the chance to really test the cut of your sails, and show what you're made of! Well, I hope I'm there, catching some of the light coming off you that day. -John Silver

Still some more to be found...

Sunday, January 09, 2005
The Sunday

The thing that made my day today: Ate 420 g of Planter's Salted Peanuts woohoo

Huh, maybe I'll that in every entry. Just love those peanuts, Brain food all I can say.

So what's up, people who read my blog? I can see that there hasn't been readers in a while but who cares! I'll keep writing anyways. So the week that passed was such a "fun" week. I got to talk with Sophia after a long time (yehey! *smiles*) and, it was formally the end of the break (boo! *frown*) so it is now the second semester and as a start for the new year, it sucks.

Got 3, read em, eat em, 3 Long Tests next week. I am not really panicking over poetry since it is a "get it or you don't" test and I pretty much give a pretty good guess that doesn't result in an F. As for math, all that takes is a lot of studying but even though, I still get a C. I mean, I get C's at almost every frickin math test anyways. There are days when I get a C+ but then I get a D then that brings me down to a C again. Funny how that works but hey, not complaining. Kinda feel low though cuz other people keep getting A's and stuff while I'm stuck with a C no matter how hard I try. Mainly cuz I don't have any long term goals, live the moment and live free I say.

oh uh, got distracted. Anyway, the 3rd test is the Physics test. Now I like it and all but I just don't get what the hell our teacher is teaching. We have one session 4 times a week and one session is spent on one problem that honestly, I don't know even if the prof knows how to solve. Our classes is frequented by awful s awkward silences wherein we just gawk at the problem at the board. We have a feeling that our teacher is gawking dumbstruck along with us. I mean, she's nice and all, doesn't give us trouble, but I get the feeling that well, she doesn't know how to teach straight up Physics.

Ain't that fun? Oh oh, here's the kicker, the test will last for as long as 3 hours. Hey, I think I got it, maybe I should just shoot myself in the head. Man, sometimes I really think Engineering just isn't for me but then what is... It's good that most of you know where you're headed but me, well, I just want to have a fun life in the end. Make some people smile on the way and hopefully feel good yourself. But first of all, you got these 3 god-awful tests to get by. Dunno about you but sometimes I see some subjects acting asjust obstacles to what you really want.

In other businesses, I've been driving back and forth ateneo now, hopefully, I can go solo in 2 more weeks and then... then, the possibilities! I will finally feel that great Driver's High hahaha and go to all sorts of places like coffeeshops or restaurants to get some quiet time. In DOTA, been losing. NEXT! Going slightly insane because of boredom, it's bad not having someone to talk to, isn't that right inanimate object? But then again, the dreams will never cease.

You get those feelings when a dream seems to blur into reality and you just wana get out of reality for a while. Ugh, I'm using big words. I want out, even for a while. So for the record, this is Kid wandering aimless. Hopefully, a new saga of events unfold and another story will be born, watch out for that, see you guys

Riding the Lightning
7:43 PM

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