Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Loveless
You can't love everyone in the world, so at least love one person
"You can't explain that feeling when it hits you like a silent owl that steals away your heart in one silent sweep. It haunts him like a ghost, ever in his mind and soul, making his heart beat faster at every second he thinks about her.
It was stupid really, he left himself open for such an emotion. Such a small insignificant act of kindness and he began to insist on feelings that he may or may not be feeling. He knows, as most people do, that love makes its way stupidly into your life. It stumble and trips and you laugh at it as it does but eventually, it finds a crack into your being and then, your life isn't yours anymore. So how stupid was he to let such a thing enter him and consume him slowly in his sleep and his dreams?
He thinks about her smile, that ever bright and wonderful smile that at each memory, lifts him form his otherwise dismal situations. Oh, the power of such a thing. In his dreams, he walks with her whispering sweet nothings to her, falling for her at every step, loving the moment, each second of their union.
Then he wakes
And realizes it didn't happen and he ends up, shedding a tear. He had forgotten how to love, this man, and the sentiments are lost of him yet when he thinks about her, he feels warmth and it scares him. It terrifies him."
I just HAD to write that down. I have a crush -duh- but she doesn't know it and thus, I am ever, afraid.
Riding the Lightning
11:22 PM
