The Lonely Road

The name's Marty

age: 20
sign: Libra
hobbies: writing, reading, games

Quotes of my life:

1. I spent half my life betraying a friend or an ideal I believed in,
The other half is spent trying to find the strength to say "I'm sorry" -Nighthawk

2. Nothing should be able to do that, especially not love -Rose Walker

3. By the power of truth, I, while living, have conquered the universe -V

4. When you're on you're knees you're closer to the ground -Tori Amos

5. Why must the grieving be so short and this life so long? -Silver Surfer

6. You should never forget that people do care -Richmond

7. Love was never meant to be such a crazy affair, and who has time for tears? -Akira Yamaoka

8. Friend, at your service! -Berk

9. Happy is me cuz only u make urself miserable -Myles

10. Safe to say, everyone believes in your willpower -Glenn

11. On the road to redemption, just because we are told not to forget
doesn't mean we have to go through things alone -original

12. One true friend is better than a dozen liars -confessional

13. Just live life -James

14. I'd rather be the moon to shine your darkest night -Sophia

15. Life is a circumstance -original

16. Better to live in solitude than feel alone amongst a crowd -Faye

17. That's why ice cream stores don't only sell Chocolate and Vanilla,
Once in a while, someone comes in and orders Butter Pecan -Ralph Digby

18. And so, I'll follow you through the darkness of this world, no matter the pain,
Because I know that you'll be there to light my way -God Knows

19. Sometimes, people build walls around them to have people knock them down -???

20. Now, you listen to me, James Hawkins. You got the makings of greatness in you, but you got to take the helm and chart your own course. Stick to it, no matter the squalls! And when the time comes you get the chance to really test the cut of your sails, and show what you're made of! Well, I hope I'm there, catching some of the light coming off you that day. -John Silver

Still some more to be found...

Tuesday, March 01, 2005
Dry Eyes Never Learned to Cry

Dry eyes never learned to cry. They only see yet they never feel, these are my eyes. Or are they?

I hate to use cliches but Ifind no better time than to use one, "My life sucks" It's like I have nothing to look forward to. Writing is the only thing I have that is worth my while.

I was always afraid of this day. The day I would find myself alone with no one but myself because at this time, I get to hear the voice within me that points and laughs. I don't feel like going home anymore, it doesn't feel like home, matter of fact, I feel robbed of that sense. I have no one to go to, no one to turn to. I didn't let that bother me but now it raps on the door of my innermost sanctuary. Why does it hurt -this loneliness- again... why does it hurt still? When I did all I could to let things go, I still find myself with shattered pieces of the past. Pieces that were sharp, of which when I hold I bleed; the more I hold on tightly, the more I hurt so why? Why when I left these pieces I find myself still carrying them in my bloodied hands... They hurt too much. Why now?

People who I sought relief from -I don't know- whether they could help anymore. The one light I had was the hopen of a new blossoming love -but- I kid myself with illusions and dreams, once again. No, she does not see me. I am a ghost who whispers yet never speaks so loud to be worthy of attention. I learned this lesson once but I paid no heed. I am a fool, a coward and a liar. I fooled you all to think that I have never hurt, never frowned, never cried. It was a lie for I bled wounds, was stolen of smiles and cried softly in corners never ventured. I never let people know and why would they care? I'm just another person, nothing special; a heart, skin, eyes, hands, lips... I am no different from anyone else so why hear just another voice? Why waste your time? They never know. They never knew who I really am; Dry eyes that never learned to cry.

Riding the Lightning
6:01 PM

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