The Lonely Road

The name's Marty

age: 20
sign: Libra
hobbies: writing, reading, games

Quotes of my life:

1. I spent half my life betraying a friend or an ideal I believed in,
The other half is spent trying to find the strength to say "I'm sorry" -Nighthawk

2. Nothing should be able to do that, especially not love -Rose Walker

3. By the power of truth, I, while living, have conquered the universe -V

4. When you're on you're knees you're closer to the ground -Tori Amos

5. Why must the grieving be so short and this life so long? -Silver Surfer

6. You should never forget that people do care -Richmond

7. Love was never meant to be such a crazy affair, and who has time for tears? -Akira Yamaoka

8. Friend, at your service! -Berk

9. Happy is me cuz only u make urself miserable -Myles

10. Safe to say, everyone believes in your willpower -Glenn

11. On the road to redemption, just because we are told not to forget
doesn't mean we have to go through things alone -original

12. One true friend is better than a dozen liars -confessional

13. Just live life -James

14. I'd rather be the moon to shine your darkest night -Sophia

15. Life is a circumstance -original

16. Better to live in solitude than feel alone amongst a crowd -Faye

17. That's why ice cream stores don't only sell Chocolate and Vanilla,
Once in a while, someone comes in and orders Butter Pecan -Ralph Digby

18. And so, I'll follow you through the darkness of this world, no matter the pain,
Because I know that you'll be there to light my way -God Knows

19. Sometimes, people build walls around them to have people knock them down -???

20. Now, you listen to me, James Hawkins. You got the makings of greatness in you, but you got to take the helm and chart your own course. Stick to it, no matter the squalls! And when the time comes you get the chance to really test the cut of your sails, and show what you're made of! Well, I hope I'm there, catching some of the light coming off you that day. -John Silver

Still some more to be found...

Monday, March 07, 2005
Hell Week Intro

"And then college created Hell week and the students dropped dead"

Yeah man, it's back like so many bad memories. Ever had a dream of two fat hairy guys making out in their bathing suits? Well, Hell week is worse cuz you can still wake up screaming your head off in sheer terror in a dream but in hell week, you wake up screaming your head off in sheer terror but with work to do.

ahahaha, yes, Marty has gone over the line and it is evident by the way I am referring to myself as a third person. Yes, Marty go loco.

We got ourselves 4 contenders to the biggest shit to hit the fan. First up, Poetry which comprises of a project by friday, an LT on wednesday, Finals and a Lit Paper due next week all for a whopping --->55+% of our grades! Fun stuff but wait, there's more.

Next, we have Filipino Papers and English Papers. English teacher is heartless, the damn hippie. A paper due every other day and guess what, I got my first C in a paper, crazy, said I was being to consumerist in my review essay on pizza! What the hell do I write? Pizza for the Soul? Hippie's on weed, holmes. His mind's in all sorts of crazy. Filipino, got some more papers, easy save for my vocabulary. Hate writing in Filipino, im pretty sure that this country will get erased in the future with everyone leaving this god-forsaken pimple in the pacific.

Third and the runner up, Physics. Yes, the inevitable P word. Third LT this friday, 4 hour test. Same problems, teacher and studying but now, we gotta use our hands to understand currents and fields, try it, right hand rule shit. Figured, you don't understand either. Hope I pass his 5 unit course.

Finally, MATH. The OTHER four letter word that hurts. I have a standing of D in Math, last LT on thursday and Finals next week. Hope I do well. Oh wait, couldn't wouldn't, so I'll just try to survive with what little brain matter I have left. Jao was right, why can't we just lock all them mathematicians in a dungeon and have them do life making their equations? Make the world a better place.

Aside from that, consolation of the week---> Dream Machine v2 chapter one is ready. I'll start sending it once Hell Week blows over. Really fun stuff, story is now clearer. To those people who I chat with me and talk about angst, rage and frustrations:

Ryan, don't listen to me, you know I'm running on half a mind

Charmie, learn to smile more, you got a pretty face

Richmond, thanks dude, you got me where I am today

And to those who don't talk to me about their miserable lives, please remember, I can relate and will be really glad to hear any frustrations and angers you might be suffering from. I live on the stuff, what can I say? Ride the Lightning, dudes. This is some storm we're in.

Riding the Lightning
11:09 PM

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