The Lonely Road

The name's Marty

age: 20
sign: Libra
hobbies: writing, reading, games

Quotes of my life:

1. I spent half my life betraying a friend or an ideal I believed in,
The other half is spent trying to find the strength to say "I'm sorry" -Nighthawk

2. Nothing should be able to do that, especially not love -Rose Walker

3. By the power of truth, I, while living, have conquered the universe -V

4. When you're on you're knees you're closer to the ground -Tori Amos

5. Why must the grieving be so short and this life so long? -Silver Surfer

6. You should never forget that people do care -Richmond

7. Love was never meant to be such a crazy affair, and who has time for tears? -Akira Yamaoka

8. Friend, at your service! -Berk

9. Happy is me cuz only u make urself miserable -Myles

10. Safe to say, everyone believes in your willpower -Glenn

11. On the road to redemption, just because we are told not to forget
doesn't mean we have to go through things alone -original

12. One true friend is better than a dozen liars -confessional

13. Just live life -James

14. I'd rather be the moon to shine your darkest night -Sophia

15. Life is a circumstance -original

16. Better to live in solitude than feel alone amongst a crowd -Faye

17. That's why ice cream stores don't only sell Chocolate and Vanilla,
Once in a while, someone comes in and orders Butter Pecan -Ralph Digby

18. And so, I'll follow you through the darkness of this world, no matter the pain,
Because I know that you'll be there to light my way -God Knows

19. Sometimes, people build walls around them to have people knock them down -???

20. Now, you listen to me, James Hawkins. You got the makings of greatness in you, but you got to take the helm and chart your own course. Stick to it, no matter the squalls! And when the time comes you get the chance to really test the cut of your sails, and show what you're made of! Well, I hope I'm there, catching some of the light coming off you that day. -John Silver

Still some more to be found...

Thursday, April 14, 2005
Summer

Well, im back to the goddamn school again and every goddamn thing attached to it. Everything started with the registration period which was delayed for like two to three hours. Crap. So what happened there? I met Ryan and Berk there and talked for the meantime, swapping stories about Berk in Canada and Ryan in Europe. I never get to travel cuz we're poor haha I would like to bring the crazies abroad one day. hmm...

Well after that, Wednesday was spent for playing dota. Lotsa fun there. Myles, Ryan and I were going crazy and people started staring. A thing that is surprisingly not uncommon anymore when you think about it. Ah but the day ended and the next day was greeted by the start of classes.

Myles went to China today, he ain't coming back til Sunday which SUCKS. Martin's birthday is on saturday which picks up the week really well. As I have written back then, we celebrate Martin's bday every year since we all met seven years ago. This year we got a whole new crowd joining us; goes to show how much things have changed over the years. huh. Though some people may not make it, I do hope things turn out well.

Then there was the mystery of the tagboarder here some time back. Berk couldn't really relax after I brought it up and we all kinda played along for the while but then it just got annoying so we dropped the whole topic.

What else? Oh, had an interesting talk with Mc about a certain someone haha. I think he's been trying to help me get along with this girl I kinda like. Appreciate it, dude hahaha. But really, I'm terrified of such things like relationships and stuff yet I often have sleepless nights thinking about it. Huh. Weird. Ah well, we'll see how things play out. At least this time, I am NOT going to act like a complete idiot. well... anymore than I am already hahaha.

Oh yeah, I had my first psych class today. I'm interested really. After all the mind games in high school, I could finally put my powers to good use instead of evil (mwahaha) . We had a free cut in ES which is kinda good. Workshop was well... if the teacher says its easy and everyone says its easy, then it should be easy right? So what else is there...

Maybe I can reorganize some things in my life. Maybe fix some wayward insecurities and anxieties. More than anything, I want things to work... for people and for me cuz frankly, sometimes sarcasm and apathy just can't hide things that you feel honestly for someone. I don't know, weird, I was so sure they would work oh well. Don't care anymore if my heart gets broken. Maybe it should just keep getting broken and broken until there's nothing to break anymore, until I have no more heart.

Crap, started thinking again. But that's it really, in a nutshell, in a span of three days.

Riding the Lightning
3:34 PM

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