The Lonely Road

The name's Marty

age: 20
sign: Libra
hobbies: writing, reading, games

Quotes of my life:

1. I spent half my life betraying a friend or an ideal I believed in,
The other half is spent trying to find the strength to say "I'm sorry" -Nighthawk

2. Nothing should be able to do that, especially not love -Rose Walker

3. By the power of truth, I, while living, have conquered the universe -V

4. When you're on you're knees you're closer to the ground -Tori Amos

5. Why must the grieving be so short and this life so long? -Silver Surfer

6. You should never forget that people do care -Richmond

7. Love was never meant to be such a crazy affair, and who has time for tears? -Akira Yamaoka

8. Friend, at your service! -Berk

9. Happy is me cuz only u make urself miserable -Myles

10. Safe to say, everyone believes in your willpower -Glenn

11. On the road to redemption, just because we are told not to forget
doesn't mean we have to go through things alone -original

12. One true friend is better than a dozen liars -confessional

13. Just live life -James

14. I'd rather be the moon to shine your darkest night -Sophia

15. Life is a circumstance -original

16. Better to live in solitude than feel alone amongst a crowd -Faye

17. That's why ice cream stores don't only sell Chocolate and Vanilla,
Once in a while, someone comes in and orders Butter Pecan -Ralph Digby

18. And so, I'll follow you through the darkness of this world, no matter the pain,
Because I know that you'll be there to light my way -God Knows

19. Sometimes, people build walls around them to have people knock them down -???

20. Now, you listen to me, James Hawkins. You got the makings of greatness in you, but you got to take the helm and chart your own course. Stick to it, no matter the squalls! And when the time comes you get the chance to really test the cut of your sails, and show what you're made of! Well, I hope I'm there, catching some of the light coming off you that day. -John Silver

Still some more to be found...

Saturday, July 16, 2005
Shimmer

Do you miss it?
"Not at all"

Why?
"I'm through crying alone at night."

You cry?
"I'm only human"

You seem to be a happy and optimistic person
"I am but people get hurt"

I'm sorry
"Don't be I'm fine"

No, you aren't fine
"I'm not? You're probably right but I don't think it's anyone's business"

Not even if they want to help?
"For people like me, I'm my own cavalry"

You own cavalry?
"No one can help me. I help myself"

Not even friends?
"I used to, ended up hurting me even more"

Who did?
"Someone I trusted"

Betrayed?
"No"

Why can't you look anyone in the eye?
"I'm afraid they'll know who I am"

Is there something wrong about you?
"I just don't want anyone to know me too well"

That's very strange
"Not if you're me"

Are you often this evasive?
"Only when I need to be."

Won't you tell me at least?
"... I would, I want to but I can't"

You don't trust me?
"I hate pity, it's something I don't need"

You're being irrational
"You shouldn't have asked then. Does the truth hurt?"

...
"Did you expect me to open up and cry in front of you? Sorry, no dice"

Can't you at least tell me something to help you?
"What's the point, you can't."

You're mean
"I'm bitter"

Why would you help other people even if you won't let people help you?
"Cuz... i don't know..."

No answer?
"I don't know the answer. Maybe I help them and somehow think that I can help myself"

We never see you very much
"I'm around. I'm always around. I'll be the last guy to leave you"

Where'd you get that from?
"Sophia gave me a quote once. I keep it to heart"

What quote is that?
"I'll be the moon to light your darkest night. I'd rather be the guy who hears a friend's trouble than someone who shares in a friend's joy. Why? cuz it is the simplest act of love"

And yet, you don't let anyone shine your night
"Yes but some people shimmer in my night. They never do shine"

Riding the Lightning
4:11 PM

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