Sunday, September 25, 2005
The Air is Cold
Do not disturb a man disturbed
Pause. Look around. Where are you? You're probably sitting on your chair, comfortable or even mad, angry at the world which brings you here, to me and my world. To my blog.
I wonder. Who you are. Who ventures here? Do you seek to see my innermost secrets? Or perhaps to just drop by and post something, to leave a mark, announcing that you, reader, have in one specific moment in time, visited me. I hope in reading, I may share a little something or perhaps, open your eyes a little wider, to the wonder of human existence. How do we live? In anger, in fear, in sadness, in despair or even, in happiness. It all matters. Only. To those, who know exactly what they have lived for. What is one without the other? How can one know Happiness if one doesn't know Sadness? Only a fool says he/she knows happiness without first knowing sadness, nor hope without first despair.
You. Human. Are never in control. You are a victim of circumstances. You walk on the world, not yours to begin with. Creature of emotion. That's what we are. Words hold no emotion and for that, I use them for they help me see what resides in your thoughts for each word invokes your emotions, not mine. I merely resonate, I reflect, I amuse myself. My words are not meant for me, but for you. You do not care for me, you care for you, my words will not affect me but perhaps they will you. That is my hope.
Learn along with me, what existence is. Why we feel and why we hurt for I myself do not know the answer. I want to know. Do you? Maybe. Maybe not. I don't care. I want to. Up to you if you want to. I can only try to help. Help, if you seek it.
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I've gotta start sleeping early
Riding the Lightning
10:13 PM
