The Lonely Road

The name's Marty

age: 20
sign: Libra
hobbies: writing, reading, games

Quotes of my life:

1. I spent half my life betraying a friend or an ideal I believed in,
The other half is spent trying to find the strength to say "I'm sorry" -Nighthawk

2. Nothing should be able to do that, especially not love -Rose Walker

3. By the power of truth, I, while living, have conquered the universe -V

4. When you're on you're knees you're closer to the ground -Tori Amos

5. Why must the grieving be so short and this life so long? -Silver Surfer

6. You should never forget that people do care -Richmond

7. Love was never meant to be such a crazy affair, and who has time for tears? -Akira Yamaoka

8. Friend, at your service! -Berk

9. Happy is me cuz only u make urself miserable -Myles

10. Safe to say, everyone believes in your willpower -Glenn

11. On the road to redemption, just because we are told not to forget
doesn't mean we have to go through things alone -original

12. One true friend is better than a dozen liars -confessional

13. Just live life -James

14. I'd rather be the moon to shine your darkest night -Sophia

15. Life is a circumstance -original

16. Better to live in solitude than feel alone amongst a crowd -Faye

17. That's why ice cream stores don't only sell Chocolate and Vanilla,
Once in a while, someone comes in and orders Butter Pecan -Ralph Digby

18. And so, I'll follow you through the darkness of this world, no matter the pain,
Because I know that you'll be there to light my way -God Knows

19. Sometimes, people build walls around them to have people knock them down -???

20. Now, you listen to me, James Hawkins. You got the makings of greatness in you, but you got to take the helm and chart your own course. Stick to it, no matter the squalls! And when the time comes you get the chance to really test the cut of your sails, and show what you're made of! Well, I hope I'm there, catching some of the light coming off you that day. -John Silver

Still some more to be found...

Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Now Playing

I am sooooo having a hard time writing GHOSTS. What started as a a really kickass start seemed to fall apart after going through this sem of stress and frustrations and I'm realizing the fear that I might be losing my touch in writing. It sickens me.

It's so annoying to have that feeling where you can't write anything down at all, it's an awful awful feeling that I just can't get rid of. The funny thing is, I'm not even thinking about GHOSTS that much so the ideas just stopped coming. My mind is full of MATH and ELECTRONICS, not STORIES and FICTION. So maybe I'm just going to pause the whole thing altogether. Sorry to my characters, I won't finish your stories that fast.

Well... what's interesting to talk about... oh! Another lunch time session with some of my blockmates happened today, we seem to talk alot during the breaks now hehe. Anyways, we basically talked about how guys who get into romantic relationships with girls tend to change and change, I mean all mushy and ucky change haha which brought to mind some of my/our HS's barkada's encounters with such things. Ahem, I did NOT have such an encounter because I end up having it blow up in my face :P Yeah, there were some times where we'd point to mushy guy and batter him wih insults which we had hoped to snap him back to his crazy old self only to have him smile back and wave it off, it's like he turned nice all of a sudden. I often get a kick from dishing out every imagineable tease/taunt/insult to get the guy to drop the nice act hahaha sadly, doesn't happen when under the influence of a girl. hmm...

Then the romance ends, and as I throw my jeers, it's good to see that we got the good old friend we knew back haha as seen by the insults he throws back. So funny but it's true! People change when they're in love. As they say, you look a lot handsomer or prettier when you are and you seem to radiate a certain glow of positive sunshine... uh huh, yeah. Anyways, that's a fact but I wonder why the girl doesn't change as much as the guy, not generalizing though. Tsk, I'm talking about love again. Sad, I'm so sad. This is so pathetic hahaha. I don't want to talk about this, it's too sad.

In other aspects, the sem draws closer and closer to its end and I could feel the pressure start to build as each week starts to snowball on me. You guys know what I'm talking about anyways haha. I'm so bored, I have nothing to do. I gotta get a life.

Riding the Lightning
11:59 PM

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