Friday, September 02, 2005
Walk the WIcked Way
The week today sure was interesting as things bubbled fast and furiously over a span of just 5 days. As always, things always seem to find their way back to me and once again, another episode begins.
Drama trip over the week ranging from my constant daydreaming to bitter rants. Let me share something, some things have been happening amongst friends for the week. Glenn msg'd me one night and told me some things. Things haven't changed within that circle. Apparently, I'm not alone anymore. People are dealing with their grades and also with their lives with utmost frustration, Glenn being the one person who kind of symbolizes the whole thing just reminded me that things were shifting again. Myles told me that he said "but i think its tym we hang out agen wit marty and stan and the good old people of ur lyf" I don't understand these things. Maybe things are changing too fast again.
One really weird thing happened over one night, a thought has dawned on me about a certain someone and that he may be crossing the line a bit with regards to friends. Myles told me that things like these are usually no big deal but then whenever I get a chance to talk to this someone, it seems that there is nothing else to talk about but another episode of trying to cross that line. Labo ba? I guess but try to keep up. I was in a conversation that confirmed my suspicions and right now, I'm discerning what to do next.
As for people who think they know what I'm talking about in my blog and especially, quote me and use it to justify something in my face, buddy, you assume too much. I really got angry that you did that but I was nice enough to just let it go... AFTER THIS... that's just saying that you know someone so well. Dude, things do not always go your way. As much as you want people to get involved, it's ultimately up to them but if you try to justify yourself using my words to tell me something... you don't even know what you are talking about. Use your own words and point your finger at me for all I care, those are your words but never EVER use my words to tell me something. You don't know what the hell you're talking about. There. (in response to a chat some days ago)
Amongst the block, a great tragedy has struck...
AC TOOK A PIECE OF MY BURGER, BOO
Dude, I'd give you a piece if you had asked but man, that's just sick. Among other things, I passed ELC test so yey, so did my blockmates, yey. Guess it's not over yet. I have to be honest though, it somehow feels better to be part of Block U now because I'm a lot more myself, the laughs just keep on coming and I never seem to have a bad day anymore. Thanks!
Amongst friends, as I said, things are changing. Some people are falling away and some are coming back. A Sandman anecdote pops up in a conference. Apparently, we almost have the complete Endless in our midst; Myles as Dream, Glenn as Delirium(?), Richmond as Destiny, Ryan as Despair, James as Destruction, Me as Death, all we're missing now is Desire haha.
Then finally, last night, I had a long talk with a friend and maybe perhaps shed a little more light for me. I want to say, thanks. It's hard to find people who did what you did, even harder for me to trust someone again but I'm going out on a limb here. That night, I also read Joey's blog and after a few minutes of thinking about whether tagging or not, I didn't. I guess that proves a lot of things now. Prayers girl, that's all I can give you.
I would like to leave you all with a piece of Myles' pep talk:
Myles (8/30/2005 8:56:08 PM): always remember
Myles (8/30/2005 8:56:12 PM): ENGINEER
Myles (8/30/2005 8:56:23 PM): you will be engineer marty someday
Myles (8/30/2005 8:56:30 PM): not mr. marty
Myles (8/30/2005 8:56:33 PM): or father marty
Myles (8/30/2005 8:56:36 PM): or sir marty
Myles (8/30/2005 8:56:40 PM): or dr. marty
Myles (8/30/2005 8:56:42 PM): or atty. marty
Myles (8/30/2005 8:57:10 PM): or KING MARTY
Marty (8/30/2005 8:57:19 PM): but i wana be King
Myles (8/30/2005 8:57:36 PM): ENGineer marty
Marty (8/30/2005 8:58:09 PM): i wana be King
Myles (8/30/2005 8:58:15 PM): NEVER
and the rebuttal:
Myles (8/30/2005 9:02:04 PM): you will see
Myles (8/30/2005 9:02:06 PM): one day!
Myles (8/30/2005 9:02:35 PM): i remember a time when england was rueld by a frenchman
Marty (8/30/2005 9:02:38 PM): always remember
Marty (8/30/2005 9:02:41 PM): EMPEROR
Marty (8/30/2005 9:03:05 PM): you will be emperor Myles someday
Marty (8/30/2005 9:03:11 PM): not mr myles
Marty (8/30/2005 9:03:14 PM): or father myles
Marty (8/30/2005 9:03:18 PM): or sir myles
Marty (8/30/2005 9:03:22 PM): or dr myles
Marty (8/30/2005 9:03:25 PM): or atty myles
Marty (8/30/2005 9:03:30 PM): or ENGINEER Myles
Myles (8/30/2005 9:03:34 PM): are you copying me or is that really from sandman?
Marty (8/30/2005 9:03:37 PM): but KING MYLES
Riding the Lightning
5:22 PM
