Sunday, October 30, 2005
The Head Hurts
It's the day after a momentous overnight once again and as always, my head's spinning. Myles beat me in monopoly, that's the biggest news. Crap man, I thought I'd never see the day. I think the most funny moments in every overnight is the moment when Myles and I would debate over something. We've played monopoly for so long that I got... a reputation
Marty: Do I look untrustworthy?
Richmond: No...
Marty: Then why don't we cut a deal already? I mean, you can trust me
Richmond: Yeah... Yeah I can... I can trust you to screw everyone over
Marty: Me? hahaha It's not like I do it on purpose, it just happens
Anyways, I've collected a lot of Silent Hill songs to help me write Lonely Roads. Apparently, writing a down to earth story is HARD. I guess I don't have enough experiences to really know what I'm writing about. Everything then should be led to the imagination or a reflection of someone else's life. I don't want to go there because it's sort of criticizes someone's life, on the other hand, I think that's what writers do hahaha.
My monitor's in the fixins so I'm using this old crappy one. I can't play warcraft or any games for that matter leading me to decide what I SHOULD FRICKIN DO TO PASS THE TIME. I usually just sleep or listen to music til I sleep or write til I sleep. Man, it's gotten boring all of a sudden but I don't really mind. I guess what I'm just asking is a little time to go out and not play network, it's gotten repetitive and it kind of hurts the wallet.
I think the one thing that's bothering me is that I've been listening to these love songs and well, my mind wanders off to that person haha. I don't want to think about it cuz it just hurts. Let's just see what happens. Can't say much here cuz she might stumble here and that can't be good. After everything, I'm just really scared.
I just want to write this down before someone suspects I might have given up on my blog. I'm not. Actually, this is this blog's one year anniversary so yey me. I don't have anything really interesting to say for now because I'm putting everything in my story. Sorry haha that's the way it goes.
Happy Halloween
Riding the Lightning
8:15 PM