The Lonely Road

The name's Marty

age: 20
sign: Libra
hobbies: writing, reading, games

Quotes of my life:

1. I spent half my life betraying a friend or an ideal I believed in,
The other half is spent trying to find the strength to say "I'm sorry" -Nighthawk

2. Nothing should be able to do that, especially not love -Rose Walker

3. By the power of truth, I, while living, have conquered the universe -V

4. When you're on you're knees you're closer to the ground -Tori Amos

5. Why must the grieving be so short and this life so long? -Silver Surfer

6. You should never forget that people do care -Richmond

7. Love was never meant to be such a crazy affair, and who has time for tears? -Akira Yamaoka

8. Friend, at your service! -Berk

9. Happy is me cuz only u make urself miserable -Myles

10. Safe to say, everyone believes in your willpower -Glenn

11. On the road to redemption, just because we are told not to forget
doesn't mean we have to go through things alone -original

12. One true friend is better than a dozen liars -confessional

13. Just live life -James

14. I'd rather be the moon to shine your darkest night -Sophia

15. Life is a circumstance -original

16. Better to live in solitude than feel alone amongst a crowd -Faye

17. That's why ice cream stores don't only sell Chocolate and Vanilla,
Once in a while, someone comes in and orders Butter Pecan -Ralph Digby

18. And so, I'll follow you through the darkness of this world, no matter the pain,
Because I know that you'll be there to light my way -God Knows

19. Sometimes, people build walls around them to have people knock them down -???

20. Now, you listen to me, James Hawkins. You got the makings of greatness in you, but you got to take the helm and chart your own course. Stick to it, no matter the squalls! And when the time comes you get the chance to really test the cut of your sails, and show what you're made of! Well, I hope I'm there, catching some of the light coming off you that day. -John Silver

Still some more to be found...

Monday, November 14, 2005
Start of Second Sem

As I woke up, I realized that I wasn't in sem break anymore.

So school started today. What can I say? Everything felt heavy again. The day started with PE class which Ryan was my classmate yey! Apparently, my other blockmates took TTH PE's but I didn't mind because a 9am PE class meant a parking slot every MW. Ugh boring

Then there was Physics class. The prof didn't show up but I did get to see my blockmates again. It was fun, kind of like one of those reunions in Survivor but more like Survivor: Electronics. Yeah, we discussed what everyone got during the finals, who made it, who didn't. I can't deny the fact that some of us didn't do to well but I don't blame them it is a tough subject after all. I mean, come on, this is sick. Strange thing though was that I didn't feel comfortable around these people again. Maybe because I spent the break with my friends that I forgot how it felt like to be with people like them. That's always the hard thing about me, I don't get comfortable around people very fast, kinda takes a lot of time.

After that was my socio-anthro class which kind of interested me. I'm always fascinated by people and their behavior but I don't really like to know them. Weird huh? SA might just give me that opportunity. And hell, if there's a topic about insanity, I'm up for it!

The day ended with ELC 102. Mr Monje is our teacher again and from what I heard, it's going to be ELC hell all over again. Already I can feel my heart pounding away down on my gut telling me to jump out the window. But the thing was my classmates are my blockmates only so I felt more comfortable.

The long drive home reminded me of something. I remember taking my wallet out to see an old card I had, a King of Hearts and on each side were two names, mine and a good friend of mine who has left the country before the 4th year of High School. Nostalgia is not one of the things that I want to experience but I guess what I'm trying to say is that, I should face the fact that things will end after some time. I'm kind of an expert in that and I never forget that fact. This sem will end one way or another and I'll move on with my life like everything does but for now, I'm going to drive my ass to school, face hell, cross my fingers, hope for the best and maybe perhaps, go out in a blaze of glory.

Man, my writing's gone bad over the break

Riding the Lightning
10:12 PM

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