The Lonely Road

The name's Marty

age: 20
sign: Libra
hobbies: writing, reading, games

Quotes of my life:

1. I spent half my life betraying a friend or an ideal I believed in,
The other half is spent trying to find the strength to say "I'm sorry" -Nighthawk

2. Nothing should be able to do that, especially not love -Rose Walker

3. By the power of truth, I, while living, have conquered the universe -V

4. When you're on you're knees you're closer to the ground -Tori Amos

5. Why must the grieving be so short and this life so long? -Silver Surfer

6. You should never forget that people do care -Richmond

7. Love was never meant to be such a crazy affair, and who has time for tears? -Akira Yamaoka

8. Friend, at your service! -Berk

9. Happy is me cuz only u make urself miserable -Myles

10. Safe to say, everyone believes in your willpower -Glenn

11. On the road to redemption, just because we are told not to forget
doesn't mean we have to go through things alone -original

12. One true friend is better than a dozen liars -confessional

13. Just live life -James

14. I'd rather be the moon to shine your darkest night -Sophia

15. Life is a circumstance -original

16. Better to live in solitude than feel alone amongst a crowd -Faye

17. That's why ice cream stores don't only sell Chocolate and Vanilla,
Once in a while, someone comes in and orders Butter Pecan -Ralph Digby

18. And so, I'll follow you through the darkness of this world, no matter the pain,
Because I know that you'll be there to light my way -God Knows

19. Sometimes, people build walls around them to have people knock them down -???

20. Now, you listen to me, James Hawkins. You got the makings of greatness in you, but you got to take the helm and chart your own course. Stick to it, no matter the squalls! And when the time comes you get the chance to really test the cut of your sails, and show what you're made of! Well, I hope I'm there, catching some of the light coming off you that day. -John Silver

Still some more to be found...

Saturday, February 03, 2007
Mary Jane

Today, I finally got my hands on Ultimate Spiderman 6. I liked the way the story picks up right after 5 when the break up happened. It feels odd that I could somehow empathize on what was happening though my personal experience didn't get that far.

I was rejected before anything even happened

Instead of wondering what I did wrong, I instead spent the days trying to get over it all. I already know what I did wrong: I believed in the wrong person, I'm just trying to gather whatever pride I have left to get back on my feet. I talked to some friends about the whole thing and they told me that I should just take it as a sign that I was meant for someone better than her. I hope they're right...

In 5 years, not 50, not 500, FIVE years, you'll forget about these things. Oh the drama. You just make a big deal out of it because you don't have anything to compare it to. When real life hits you, then you'll see the big picture.

I think that was the quote but I'm not sure, sounds like it though. I got that from Ultimate Spiderman 6. Eddie Brock (otherwise known as Venom) said that. I guess that's the whole thing in a nutshell. I started this whole blog because of Sophia -- somehow because all of this drama I've hyped up since the day. But now, reading back, I guess it was all drama and looking back from where I am now, it all seems so small. I really hope I get over this... I'm done hoping... Even though the label between our relationship is friends, I feel it to be more one-sided than anything because it was me making all the effort to keep in touch. I'm so sick of it.

In time, I'll soon think of this thing as mindless rants when now it seems like to be the only thing that matters in the world -- she is, she was, she did and after 5 years, she won't. Bet on it.

Whoever said comic books were for kids?

Riding the Lightning
7:13 PM

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