Sunday, July 08, 2007
Of Love Talks and Car Talks
Tick... Tock... Time is running out
Why is it that we're having love talks lately? Is Neslie right in saying that we've come to that age when all we can talk about are relationships and love? On one hand, a friend of mine told me that I'm a coward in denial of his feelings. I refute that I'm being realistic haha. Besides, genuine feelings of love shouldn't have to be said... that's just a formality. In the long run, it's really the actions you take in which case, I have no idea what I'm doing, I just do what I do because that's how I feel hahaha. Gets niyo ba??? Stop talking to me about my feelings!
Other side of spectrum, if you love someone why do you have to look anywhere else? Ah yes, the question of where to draw the line in "cheating." Hoho hot topic recently or maybe, you just want the attention (that's kinda low, man). My opinion? You're a free man until you have a title in your commitment. Any questions of cheating beyond that is up to your conscience. So girls, as much as it might sound insensitive, you have no influence over a guy's choice to meet other people until you land him haha or if in fact, he loves you immensely. (Oh yeah, goes for guys also but it's just that guys do most of the cheating these days :P)
Then there was the hypothetical question of what will happen when I find the girl who I can commit to haha. Apparently, my friends said that I'd probably be really serious about it. Etel also said that whoever I end up will be really lucky to have me. All I can reply was "you have got to be kidding me." Carlos' reply was funnier. He said I'd end up with a girl who is perpetually happy in that when I feel angsty, she'd invite me to play Guitar Freaks to cheer me up haha. Once he started babbling about the time when I get married, I shut him up right there.
After such Tokyo Tokyo talks, we resume normalcy. The next day was greeted with the placement office exam thing. It's that time of the year again when I'm reminded that I'm not meant to be in this course. The results were the same, I'm spontaneous, creative, artistic, social and bad at math haha BUT I can be a model if I want to. Ask the test :)
The night of that same day, I got to talk with Aldrin about a lot of stuff. Most of which, I'd rather keep between ourselves haha. Sorry Mark you won't get anything out of here. It's a good thing we didn't go in-depth with love talks again. I don't want to talk about my feelings anymore than the next person. Don't make a big deal out of that anymore, man. I assure you, everything will be fine.
Then we go to just yesterday. At the end of the day, the magic boys went to Trinoma in the hopes of signing up for the Release tournament of 10th ed. Barbero ang nagsabi na meron sa Trinoma haha. What happened was Anjoy and Mark rode in my car then nagchismisan haha. We talked about most ECE topics, old ones and new ones brewing under the radar. We also realized that Mark was a chismis junkie and I was his dealer... what? I resent that remark. Our batch is so interesting, so many issues going on... especially this sem but I digress, I can't put anything up here. It's not in my place to say such things so... publicly, especially when I don't know all the details :) so Mark, I repeat, you won't get anything out of here. If anyone asks, WE KNOW NOTHING.
Okay, that's it. Simple things from the past 3 days... Love talks, Gossip and Indecipherable Babble. Two more days til the end of the week. No emo today sorry haha.
Riding the Lightning
8:41 PM